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A Friend From The Past


And again she felt her heart breaking and the grief filled her days, when she felt him without talking, without even seeing his face…

She recalled the old days when they were both children, but suddenly he became the one who owned her mind …..

He’s the friend from the past who stayed near her for years but as a photo in a frame….

But suddenly, the frame broke and both people in the picture have grown up and started talking ….The present joined them, maybe it was destiny’s will

But not for so long, it was like ages since they both met, but it was also too early to leave……

It was a perfect moment for her to find the one who she was searching for, but the timing was too bad for him because he was lost between her and another…..

She saw the signs, but she refused to read them, she knew days wouldn’t be fair enough if she stayed, but she stayed after he asked her not to leave him..

It  was the hardest situation she had ever known, the end of happiness may appear at any moment, but she enjoyed the happiness of his presence though it wasn’t forever

After the hard path that she took, the hard decision she agreed to make, by staying as a heart waiting for his moment to break… the shadow of the end starts to show up. The lack of his presence increased when he disappeared again, the friend from the past came for a while and returned back to his place – To a friend from the past…

Escaping was so hard to do, yet staying was harder, her hunch lead her to the right direction, but only her heart decision did she follow, and this threw her into the depth of sorrow….

It’s the frame that broke, it didn’t fit the new picture , because it’s the old one it used to hold….

It’s the present that made her shed tears when it drew the distance since they meet, while the old photo from the past is holding their smiles, and there is no distance between them to fear….

She wished if she didn’t meet him again, but yet she thanked God he sent him to her..

He’s the person from the past who used to be a friend, but in the present, he owned her heart

That’s why, she found herself running away from the past hoping to find a corner to hide in,

But the only corner she found is where she hung the old photo where she is sitting near him in the past, but she‘s standing in the present looking at him with her heart beating sadly in his love that will last forever………

 And again she felt her heart breaking and the grief filled her days, when she felt him without talking, without hearing his voice, only seeing him sitting near her, never leaving her side but as a friend in the frame …As a friend from the past….



January 21, 2010 - Posted by | English, friendship, Life, Love, Past


  1. Keep it up Jinan. You are a gifted young woman. I love connecting with you here and on glog. Sending you radiant love and joy.

    Mary Ann

    Comment by MAL | March 23, 2010 | Reply

    • Thank you Mary 🙂 for your lovely comment on here..

      Much love

      Comment by Jinan Zeidan | March 24, 2010 | Reply

    • Marry Ann your visit is very Welcome here!! Thank you !!! 🙂

      Comment by Jinan Zeidan | April 6, 2010 | Reply

  2. you’re right.. like a picture frame.. we can touch it, we can see it.. but we can never hear it say those three magic words…

    Comment by kapiboo | February 25, 2010 | Reply

  3. Hey very nice blog!!….I’m an instant fan, I have bookmarked you and I’ll be checking back on a regular….See ya

    Comment by TSwain | February 2, 2010 | Reply

    • I’m glad you liked my blog, thank you..

      Comment by Jinan Zeidan | February 9, 2010 | Reply

  4. WOW..If you still remember me, I posted a note on your about me page, and I will say what i said before…
    Only wonderful people could touch us in this wonderful way……

    keep shining, keep smiling, keep writing…:)

    Comment by Dani | January 21, 2010 | Reply

  5. Oh MY…As if i’m reading my story..Thank you , thank you…You are soooooo AMAZING!!

    Great job!!

    Comment by Sandy | January 21, 2010 | Reply

  6. Woooow!!I love it you are AWESOME…

    Comment by Patrick | January 21, 2010 | Reply

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