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Tell Him…

Tell him that you have a fear of losing him someday;  promise him that you will never walk away…
Tell him the reason behind your tears, and it’s the distance that you fear…

With all the nights you stay awake, causes you nothing but a heartbreak…
Tell him about the prayers you say to God to keep him safe… And if one night you missed the prayer,  you say it twice the next day…
Ask him not to take your love for granted,  tell him if he did, you will never regret the love you gave …

You will keep forgiving him,  there’s nothing else you can do…
Tell him about the times he left you without saying a word… Tell him though you kept your silence, your heart was begging him to stay….
And when he walks away, you always cry silently,  you always wait for his return…
Tell him you can’t do the same…  Because if you do,  you will be living in pain….
Let him know that you forgive him before he even makes mistakes… You always say he’s not the one to blame…
You blame yourself to ease his mistakes… Count for him the times you were replying his letters, saying you are feeling great and the tears were on your face…
You know when he doesn’t say the truth, but you always hide what you feel, though it increase your fear… You act as if nothing is going on…

You convince yourself that you are wrong and he’s right just to avoid the fight, tell him…..
Try to show him in all the ways, how much he’s appreciated in this heart of yours, ask him if he feels that too, ask him if he will ever know…
Sitting here on your own, wondering if he might know someday what you are trying to say…
Convincing yourself that you are not providing him enough love, but the truth is, you are giving nothing but real love…
maybe he knows, but he don’t want to confess, maybe he doesn’t know how to translate his feelings into words…
Tell him, before you lose the force to give more, before you find yourself losing the words you want to speak…
Shedding your tears doesn’t  mean that you are weak, it’s the need to tell him what you are going through…
 Don’t blink back the tears, don’t avoid to speak…

It’s the thought the very thought of him, makes you want to break your silence and let him know,

How much he’s appriciated in this heart of yours…

It’s the very thought of him, makes you want to tell him more, so tell him…

                  Jinan

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February 25, 2010 - Posted by | Canada, emotions, English, Love, Memories, silence, Speak, Thought

10 Comments »

  1. Jinan – Wonderful work. I’m certain this writing will touch the hearts of many women. You are a gifted writer and it is my sincere hope you will always continue to share your writing with the public. Your works are inspiring and an encouragement to those of us (like myself) that want to become a writer some day! Thank you for your continuing inspiration.

    Love,
    Doris

    Comment by Doris | December 22, 2010 | Reply

  2. Jinan,
    I wish I could express myself like this…
    How often have I felt this way…
    You truly have a wonderful way of expressing feelings.
    Much Love as always…Gill xXx

    Comment by Gillian | April 23, 2010 | Reply

  3. Awesome.. I love your poems..Weavers wisdom!!

    Comment by Selven | March 15, 2010 | Reply

  4. jiji… i really really enjoyed this one.. it was a powerful message to women and it was one that everyone can relate you.. keep it up xoxo

    Comment by Nour Rachid | February 27, 2010 | Reply

  5. Hi, I found you by the “silence” tag

    Yes it is sweet of you to be encouraging of others to express themselves.

    🙂
    by for now

    Comment by sagehope | February 26, 2010 | Reply

    • Thank you sage for visiting my blog, it’s sweet of you too to post a comment..:)

      Comment by Jinan Zeidan | February 26, 2010 | Reply

  6. woooooow, Jinan I swear its like you took the words right out fo my mouth 😀 I really love it great work…They say a great poet speaks into the heart of someone. I guess you are a great poet 🙂

    Comment by Maral Boyadjian | February 26, 2010 | Reply

    • Maral…
      I’m happy to read your comment..You know I will save my words until we talk… Miss you sooo much. MGA..:D

      Comment by Jinan Zeidan | February 26, 2010 | Reply

  7. I wish if I know him, to tell him how much he’s lucky to be loved by this amazing & brilliant woman…
    This work translate every woman’s feelings….. It’s simply wonderful!!!

    Comment by Jessica | February 25, 2010 | Reply

    • Thank you Jessica for your lovely comment…

      Comment by Jinan Zeidan | February 28, 2010 | Reply


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