We say it silently…
Sometimes it’s the bad words we say due to anger and sadness silently, it has another meaning… We don’t say it out loud … We are being honest with ourselves, but not to those who are hearing us, who are hurting us…. We just show them we don’t care, though silently we do care!
“I hate you” why would we say those words to the person we love the most? Is it to show our madness? Or to show how much we’ve been hurt from that person?
“I HATE YOU”, but silently it’s: “I LOVE YOU”! We say the word HATE to shake the person, to force him/her to look towards us and see the pain he/she’s causing …. He/she, when hearing this word will definitely look towards you with a shocked look, even if to only ask why?.
Sometimes, saying “just leave me alone” has another meaning, we try to push people away from us to protect ourselves but silently we say “ don’t listen to me, don’t leave”. We show our strength, to hide our weakness…. We think we are doing just great in front of them but silently we are suffering…
We show them how much we are happy just to hide the sadness, the deep sadness inside…. We laugh loudly though silently we cry!!
The unspoken words are so true, yet we feel as if we let it out , part of us will leave when no one listens to it… we keep it , never feel safe to say it, saying them silently makes us feel apart from people….The reality that lies in the silent words , show how much we are honest with ourselves but not with others……
Sometimes, it takes us years to feel secure but in return it takes them one second to make us feel insecure… by one action they make, by one word they say out loud…. How we wish they say it silently instead….
Closing our eyes to never see them, but our heart is always open to protect them with our love …. Pushing them away trying to tell them we are wounded, asking them to stay away, but silently our arms are wide open to hold them when they need us……
The truth remains silent, the honest words we need to say…sometimes we are afraid to say them… To keep it meaningful , to keep on reminding ourselves that we have the ability to treat ourselves nice if they don’t… When we say words, we kill it, it lost in the ignorance of others that cause us our pain…. We keep it silently we keep it alive inside of our mind and our heart never set it free to get broken…..
Sometimes, by saying words loudly, they can heal us and ease our pain, especially if they caused that pain… when we want to get their attention, we are forced to say the most painful words which are “I HATE YOU”.. But silently words that mean “I LOVE YOU” kills us at the same moment!
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