She’ll Never Know…
Soon she’ll be gone without a trace, without a memory to remind him she was there…No memories between them to make him remember her…. As if she felt someday she’s leaving him, even if she stays, he will leave her because he belongs to another…. But she’ll never know if he loved her the way she did, she’ll never know all the feelings he kept inside, all the care he couldn’t provide, is it the same as what he feels inside?.. She’ll never know…
All the letters she wrote she’ll never know if he read them. If he felt her pain while she was drawing the picture of her love and longing for him…. All the hours she spent waiting for him to reply, all the tender words she saved till she meets him someday, she’ll never know if he was there but couldn’t reply or if he’s somewhere else with another…..
It’s the shadow of goodbye starting to get closer, she can’t step backward yet can’t move forward, she was living the goodbye in every moment with him, but now when she’ll be forced to leave him, she wants to stay more, maybe it’s the love the very true love she feels, or maybe she wants to be sure he’s fine all the time…. But she’ll never know if he’ll be happy if she stays longer or he would be sad if she disappears forever, he knows but she’ll never know….
the clouds are covering her sky, she wishes if the rain pours to wash her face, to wash her tears, to ease the pain from her wounded heart…. She knows the storm is so near, soon or later she’ll be gone.
She will be missing his smile, his voice and all the words he used to say even the ones that made her cry… Soon she’ll be gone but she’ll miss his presence and all the things he used to do, even the ones to make her mad…. But she’ll never know if he will miss her the way she does or more….
The same sunshine that brightened her life when she met him for the first time, is burning her heart now…. The laughter she used to share with him, is gone now… And she’ll never know what made him loose the power to keep her smiling….
Struggling between staying and leaving, in the end she’ll leave…. Maybe to stop her heart from bleeding, maybe she feels he never belonged to her…. Even though she wishes to stay to always be there for him when he needs her… But sooner or later, she’ll be gone, looking over her shoulder while leaving to make sure he’ll be fine…
She keeps asking herself the reason behind meeting him, but she’ll never know why she did… Walking away someday without leaving any trace, without leaving any memory, just heart ache because she will never know if he heard her words, if he saved her photos, if he will remember her after she leaves… She’ll never know if he knows how hurt she is by leaving him…. The same person she loved today will be a memory for her tomorrow but she’ll never know if he loved her the way she did, she’ll never know all the feelings he kept inside, all the care he couldn’t provide is it the same what he feels inside?.. She’ll never know…
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